4th
So thanksgiving was fun. My boo and I drove down to VA beach and spent it with family friends on my side. My brother and his fiance also drove down there to spend the holiday.
Things got very heated after my brother had been drinking and he started a discussion about how ALL drugs should be legal. To the point where he pressed his fingers on my forehead to of course get through to me what he was saying since he believed I wasn’t listening.
I freaked. I was like “you demand respect, that I need to just sit and listen to you, I demand respect because you aren’t putting your fingers on every other Joe on the street to make a point. I am your sister! Don’t ever fucking put your fingers in my face! That is disrespectful!” and walked out.
His fiance, Suzie was shocked on how he acted. Then my boo, Doug came into the bedroom we were staying in to comfort me. By that point I just had tears running down my face. Doug then went and spoke with my brother Carlos who was outside smoking a cigarette (a habit he wont quit). Doug told him that he owed me an apology, not tonight but tomorrow. That he was wrong in his argument. That this subject is very sensitive to me considering my best friends oldest brother just died from a heroin overdose. Also that his oldest brother who is trying to get his life together after stealing more than $150,000.00 from their parents bank account to support his heroin drug habit. Doug told him that I care about him and don’t want something like that happening to him. Also that his fiance Suzie is worried as well.
Doug is so good to me. I was so surprised he went and spoke with my little brother. The sad thing is my brother’s fiance is truly worried about him and his smoking habit. Granted its only weed shes noticed that its alway on his brain. it went from once in a blue moon smoking to every day. Its just getting worse. He’s missing school, he can’t keep his mess in his room.
I just feel like he is getting all the opportunities in the world and he doesn’t care.
OK… I’m done. I vented.
